My mother used to use the tactic “You’re too young” whenever I wanted to dye my hair/wear weird things/whatever. Now she uses the tactic, “You’re too old.” Sometimes plain straight, “You don’t want that.”

I feel like I spend most of my time on Facebook or struggling to give a fuck about my work. I’ve lost nearly all concentration and interest not just in my degree but in everything. I don’t even care about NaNoWriMo. This hurts. Creative writing used to be my favourite thing in the world.

People joke about being apathetic but that’s how I feel. Entirely and utterly apathetic.

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